For the first time i am daring to put my life in front of the world . I am not promising any one about its accuracy and reality, but i am confident enough and least bothered about the others words.
To write about i am working in a well reputed organization where most of the people love to work. May be because of its name or may be its strature. My day may not start with a song of nightingale , and may not try to compete with the rising sun, who wakes up in the morning and wakes the entire world. My day may not start with serving the cattle and cleaning its dung and taking them to the nearest pond , where they take a deep swim in to the cold water to recover from the Last night mosquito bites. I may not clean the hen den and set them free outside and collecting the eggs left by the layer hens. I may not prepare fresh and delicious tea for my parents and see the proud in their eyes. I may not rush to the well and pour water of a bucket or two. I may not hurry to wear the clothes and pray before the god stating "" Oh GOd !! I am not praying for the material wealth and i am not praying your for any worldly things, But for your blessings and grace"". I may not walk for 10 kilometers up and down to study in the school.
But some years back , when i was a kid and felt the responsibilty of my family as my duty and tried to help them by all means for the happiness of my parents these were my rituals and i was always proud for that.
May be these were the most memorable days in my life , where i have successfully planned my time and took care of each and every thing . Very minute things were taken care of me.
I never accept if some one says i am a hero, or i am a great person. If it is so i could change the fate of my family , i could buy a silk saree for my mother , i could give a beatiful life to my sister, And i would proud to say that i built a new house and my father was happy for me being his son.
None have cherished , none i have accomplished. I was fully sunk in debts which were the results not because i am luxirious , but because i am planless.
I always believed that , I can plan for tomorrow , but can i plan for day after tomorrow, ok if i did so.. Can i do for the next day after that.. The reason is simple , Nothing is in my hands, If i am like this , this is what was written in my fate and most of the people will not try to accept this as destiny . the most powerful thing in this world. Is my behaviour is a resultant of the relations i had around me, probably my answer is yes , thats what i see and thats what i feel.Probably i was in the conception that this is the rule which rules the entire world. May not i am proven .
I never started my life hoping the i will be pampered at all times , and i will never see the hard days in my life. If i see dark now , when i wake up i will for sure see the sun. So may be i am now masked with the dark clouds of ignorance , but my father will bring the fulfillment to my life.
To write about i am working in a well reputed organization where most of the people love to work. May be because of its name or may be its strature. My day may not start with a song of nightingale , and may not try to compete with the rising sun, who wakes up in the morning and wakes the entire world. My day may not start with serving the cattle and cleaning its dung and taking them to the nearest pond , where they take a deep swim in to the cold water to recover from the Last night mosquito bites. I may not clean the hen den and set them free outside and collecting the eggs left by the layer hens. I may not prepare fresh and delicious tea for my parents and see the proud in their eyes. I may not rush to the well and pour water of a bucket or two. I may not hurry to wear the clothes and pray before the god stating "" Oh GOd !! I am not praying for the material wealth and i am not praying your for any worldly things, But for your blessings and grace"". I may not walk for 10 kilometers up and down to study in the school.
But some years back , when i was a kid and felt the responsibilty of my family as my duty and tried to help them by all means for the happiness of my parents these were my rituals and i was always proud for that.
May be these were the most memorable days in my life , where i have successfully planned my time and took care of each and every thing . Very minute things were taken care of me.
I never accept if some one says i am a hero, or i am a great person. If it is so i could change the fate of my family , i could buy a silk saree for my mother , i could give a beatiful life to my sister, And i would proud to say that i built a new house and my father was happy for me being his son.
None have cherished , none i have accomplished. I was fully sunk in debts which were the results not because i am luxirious , but because i am planless.
I always believed that , I can plan for tomorrow , but can i plan for day after tomorrow, ok if i did so.. Can i do for the next day after that.. The reason is simple , Nothing is in my hands, If i am like this , this is what was written in my fate and most of the people will not try to accept this as destiny . the most powerful thing in this world. Is my behaviour is a resultant of the relations i had around me, probably my answer is yes , thats what i see and thats what i feel.Probably i was in the conception that this is the rule which rules the entire world. May not i am proven .
I never started my life hoping the i will be pampered at all times , and i will never see the hard days in my life. If i see dark now , when i wake up i will for sure see the sun. So may be i am now masked with the dark clouds of ignorance , but my father will bring the fulfillment to my life.
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