Sooner or later, every one grows, grows from the adamantine walls of hurdles , grows like a sprout from the hard soil, grows like a sun in the east , and grows as a full moon. No one in this world has born with an anticipation of being wealthy , sophisticated, creative, intelligent. We born from the womb , we see the nature around us, and understand the world around us, comfort we have, good and bad, we develop our charector.If we born in a royal family we learn to rule, if we are into a family of a daily wages, we strugle to gather the food for the day.If we are blessed in a middle class family , we oscilate between poor and rich. This is how we fight, study, grow, marry ,employ, live and die.
Wednesday 19 September 2012
A true love
I have been expecting her in my life for a long time, even every one does that . but how do i find her ? how do i find my soul mate, i don't go out , i don't roam around, i never run behind, how could i ?. But for sure i will be getting her. Because it was written the marriages are made in heaven, when your true love come to you , you could recognise , my friend kranthi says that " you don't find any hypothetical changes happen around you , when you see your soul mate, soul mate is some one whom you fix at your heart, there the very place which is free for your soul mate. Time goes on and on and on , but no one comes in your way until unless you see them , you recognise them.
True words never fall down, He says do all your best to find a girl but when you find her , forget all the efforts , even you will be . Life turns in to a beautiful journey when you have an understanding companion. The little scarifies may bring her all the happiness, a little smile of her could brought us an ample of contentment .
If you dont love a girl then dont cope , it doesnt turn in to a good relation , it turns to crap. Its a pain for a life time.
True words never fall down, He says do all your best to find a girl but when you find her , forget all the efforts , even you will be . Life turns in to a beautiful journey when you have an understanding companion. The little scarifies may bring her all the happiness, a little smile of her could brought us an ample of contentment .
If you dont love a girl then dont cope , it doesnt turn in to a good relation , it turns to crap. Its a pain for a life time.
Friday 27 January 2012
A little hero-Kittu
That day kittu was sitting on a hill stone top, looking at the endless sky and shaping the clouds . The river was dressing the mother land in blue . As usual sun came to wish him good evening. He was getting the solace with the silent whisper of the wind. It is taking all the fatigue he had being, working for more than the regular time.
kittu always loved his mother and father , "why am i dark?" he asked , His mother said "because you are like your father" and she kissed on his forehead. , "Will father bring crackers " kittu asked, "yes,get dressed soon, we will crack the crackers" kittu ran to the pond while listening to his mother words, he returned from the pond soon than every day.He pulled a shirt and a skirt from the rope tied along the roof,( he never worried about the new clothes ) and dressed in hurry. He jumped into the cot which is almost touching the ground. Looking in to the sky he asked his mother , "Do he bring cheema tapakailu, laxmi avutlu?". She smiled while blowing in to the furnace, on which she is cooking food. Kittu was so happy as he will be cracking them, waiting for the bicycle sound to come , which indicates his father arrival. That's almost 9 in the evening. Every one already finished half of the crackers they bought. " where is father ?" , kittu asked for the 100 time , "might got good work today, he will be coming" she said with the same patience and asked him to eat the supper, he completed supper in a minute and plunk in the bed again waiting for his father, he was watching the firework in the sky which he always dream to crack.
Weather got heat as already sun raised , kittu got up and saw , it is already morning. He realised that like every diwali, he did not cracked crackers for this year also, "get ready soon , the mastrey will shout if you are late to the work" mother said. kittu rushed to get ready , and ate the curd rice quickly, took his food can for lunch and ran to work.
Children ask new clothes for the festivals, even if they don't ask , parents will give them. children demand the gifts , if they don't get , they protest. Kittu din't know the new clothes, variety of food items, he didn't know to play with his friends, he didn't know cricket. Some people are born to win, some are born to work, start from childhood.
Lets pray god to give all the happiness he missed in his childhood and all the wishes he made come true.
kittu always loved his mother and father , "why am i dark?" he asked , His mother said "because you are like your father" and she kissed on his forehead. , "Will father bring crackers " kittu asked, "yes,get dressed soon, we will crack the crackers" kittu ran to the pond while listening to his mother words, he returned from the pond soon than every day.He pulled a shirt and a skirt from the rope tied along the roof,( he never worried about the new clothes ) and dressed in hurry. He jumped into the cot which is almost touching the ground. Looking in to the sky he asked his mother , "Do he bring cheema tapakailu, laxmi avutlu?". She smiled while blowing in to the furnace, on which she is cooking food. Kittu was so happy as he will be cracking them, waiting for the bicycle sound to come , which indicates his father arrival. That's almost 9 in the evening. Every one already finished half of the crackers they bought. " where is father ?" , kittu asked for the 100 time , "might got good work today, he will be coming" she said with the same patience and asked him to eat the supper, he completed supper in a minute and plunk in the bed again waiting for his father, he was watching the firework in the sky which he always dream to crack.
Weather got heat as already sun raised , kittu got up and saw , it is already morning. He realised that like every diwali, he did not cracked crackers for this year also, "get ready soon , the mastrey will shout if you are late to the work" mother said. kittu rushed to get ready , and ate the curd rice quickly, took his food can for lunch and ran to work.
Children ask new clothes for the festivals, even if they don't ask , parents will give them. children demand the gifts , if they don't get , they protest. Kittu din't know the new clothes, variety of food items, he didn't know to play with his friends, he didn't know cricket. Some people are born to win, some are born to work, start from childhood.
Lets pray god to give all the happiness he missed in his childhood and all the wishes he made come true.
Thursday 6 October 2011
MY GOD
who said we are not religious ,When we pass we laugh , when we dont see our number in the exam results , we cry . But start from receiving the examination paper, how many gods do we pray, how many gifts we presents for passing the exam, in the mean way to exam hall, if we see any temple irrespective of religion, irrespective of language, how many gods do we adore. We keep our exam hall ticket at the gods foot, we keep our pen, pencil, scale, compass, what not we present ourselves to the god. Sounds crazy but , there is no crazy ness at the eleventh hour. We do all these for a quite simple exam .
What about our life, we face lot of exams in our lives . Then where do we stand for, at the temple. The so called temple which we recollect at the exams , at the jobs, at the vehicle purchases, at the business deals, or at the court victories, at the property sales or purchases, winning seats at IIM ans so on, marriages, birthdays, recovery from the illness, if i start counting , lots thousand of problems, the problems of any kind.
But the straight thing is we bargain, we bargian with god, we bargain with ourselves. A simple bargain is if i gain a factory which is in sale at a cheaper cost , i will present you 1116, a mystic number in hindu culture. But the strage question is that, do god support evil, well there are thousands of examples where god did not showed bias and blessed the evil with good gifts. The typical example is a powerful weapon given to bhasmasura from lord shiva. Even shiva was worried about the power presented to bhasmasura. Even he was beling victimized for this. So there is no seperation for the good and evil beyond god. so every one will be blessed with equal grace, mercy and sometimes power.
We cry when the situation goes wrong , we beg the god, we beg with despair. We beg when we do not have any hope. But god listens to us. he knows what to give and what not. If the gods justice is favourable to us, we grow love towards god. When we hear the other answer,we shall grow hatred, we blame, we will find another options, like another god, another religion , we see the thigs changing, even if they are not sure,but we feel the things were changing. if almighty is single, he is omnipotent , then why this change, so is there some where god is, not externally something like internal , in ourselves, in our believes, in our speaches, in our feelings. Or is there something called godliness in ourselves.
If we found the god in ourselves, do we fight for religion , do we fight for region. Do we see problems. But am i hypothetical to think in this way, am i superstitious to grow the belief. What ever may be the reason i shall find the godliness in my self, he has no name , he has no shape, like jesus, i call him as father. My father shall drive me to the success, he shall take me to the godliness.
What about our life, we face lot of exams in our lives . Then where do we stand for, at the temple. The so called temple which we recollect at the exams , at the jobs, at the vehicle purchases, at the business deals, or at the court victories, at the property sales or purchases, winning seats at IIM ans so on, marriages, birthdays, recovery from the illness, if i start counting , lots thousand of problems, the problems of any kind.
But the straight thing is we bargain, we bargian with god, we bargain with ourselves. A simple bargain is if i gain a factory which is in sale at a cheaper cost , i will present you 1116, a mystic number in hindu culture. But the strage question is that, do god support evil, well there are thousands of examples where god did not showed bias and blessed the evil with good gifts. The typical example is a powerful weapon given to bhasmasura from lord shiva. Even shiva was worried about the power presented to bhasmasura. Even he was beling victimized for this. So there is no seperation for the good and evil beyond god. so every one will be blessed with equal grace, mercy and sometimes power.
We cry when the situation goes wrong , we beg the god, we beg with despair. We beg when we do not have any hope. But god listens to us. he knows what to give and what not. If the gods justice is favourable to us, we grow love towards god. When we hear the other answer,we shall grow hatred, we blame, we will find another options, like another god, another religion , we see the thigs changing, even if they are not sure,but we feel the things were changing. if almighty is single, he is omnipotent , then why this change, so is there some where god is, not externally something like internal , in ourselves, in our believes, in our speaches, in our feelings. Or is there something called godliness in ourselves.
If we found the god in ourselves, do we fight for religion , do we fight for region. Do we see problems. But am i hypothetical to think in this way, am i superstitious to grow the belief. What ever may be the reason i shall find the godliness in my self, he has no name , he has no shape, like jesus, i call him as father. My father shall drive me to the success, he shall take me to the godliness.
Wednesday 21 September 2011
Another angle of life.
I wouldn't be here writing this post, I must say that i am lucky and i must thankful for god for being with me and guarding me. I was riding a bike and from a public bus, a passenger threw a banana on the road, i was about to skid from my bike , if so i wouldn't have seen morning. I am so glad for what ever i have. I was told like i am a man without any planning, without any responsibility and seriousness. My question is that , why some one should be serious in life. I always believed that , i am here today as it was already decided. I am not going to worry about the future, as i do not have the control over tomorrow. And my past was already gone. what i can best do is to live today , this moment , this second , god knows what will i answer for my tomorrow questions. I am not going to prepare for tomorrow exam, as i don't know the syllabus.
This is the beautiful moment of my life, as this is a gift from god. I will not worry for tomorrow, i am standing firm and dedicated, i could see the beautiful moments i am going to receive. May be i laugh , but i never cry for my past.
This is the beautiful moment of my life, as this is a gift from god. I will not worry for tomorrow, i am standing firm and dedicated, i could see the beautiful moments i am going to receive. May be i laugh , but i never cry for my past.
Friday 2 September 2011
Can i change him ?
why some one in my street is living in a hut, why the other one is in a triplex with all the features. Yes this is the mind set , which sets ones state and position. If you want to live big , then think big.
I tried my best to convince him and show him the real world. But ones fortune can not be decided by any one, this is the fate which decides ones state. I pray let his fate drive him to a destination.
I tried my best to convince him and show him the real world. But ones fortune can not be decided by any one, this is the fate which decides ones state. I pray let his fate drive him to a destination.
Sunday 10 July 2011
My memories : My holydays
Finally guard gave the singal and train horned , it was picking up the speed. I saw the fear she had to leave me.I was looking in to her eyes to see the deepest agony she had . The view is unclear, tears filled her eyes. I couldn't see in to her eyes further. I said , ok this is just a matter of few days, we have started meeting each other. We shall have our next meet soon. She looked at me with assurance , "promise ?", i folded her hands with mine and said " Promise " from depth. Unwillingly i got in to the train and looking her from the door. The train gained speed, her eyes were completely wet , i could clearly see, the view is getting dimn. I could see only her , she was waving her hand slowly , unwillingly. She slowly disappeared as the train had taken a turning. I stood at the door for a while with wet eyes. Some one was tapping from my backside, it was TC, he asked me to show the ticket. I was out of mind for a while and he again insisted on ticket. I gathered my consiousness, and fumbled for ticket in my pocket. I showed him. He asked me to go to my seat. I plonked in my seat, opened the doors of my views. Looking in to the side window, i recollected all my beautiful memories with her. Her Name is Usha Rani. I had just completed my SSC.
That was the summer vocation. As usual i was out for the job, a job of any kind. My mother told me except two things , you do what ever you want for survival. And when i asked what are they , she said " You will know when you are young". I did not even bothered to know what are they. My father doesn't know what a leave is . He kept running all the days around the year. So , i more or less not independent on my parents and wanted to have my own means for my expenses and support my parents financially. So started working at farms and paddy lands, for constructions as well. In general there is a season for work in paddy lands, but after that i should follow for constructions. And as usual , after paddy season, i went to my contractor for my job in construction. It was like other day in my regular summer calender, i went to the contractor and asked for the job , i need to do for that day. He sent me with a maestro and i am his assistant for that day. That was a huge building and half of the part is done, only seiling and slabbing is pending. I was asked to praprare the material for the slabbing. I am on the job, i was mixing them outside the building. I was thinking something in my mind and felt like its raining all of a sudden. I raised my head up by closing my eyes with my arms, there i saw my a girl just watering the terrace of the building, i saw there with anger, and she showed the sorriness in her eyes , and ran down and walked in to the other house. I just relaxed and kept busy my self in the mixing of the material. That was the fourth day on the work, and SSC results were annouced , i stood in the first place of my school. The people who knew me there wished me , i am on the job that day. I came a bit late in the morning , i was afraid . Because my maestro is a bit rude to me. In his part i am another guy who should obey his words and do whateve he say. He stopped me there and scolding me for my late arrival. All of a sudden the door was pushed and i saw the same lady there, now she is with surprise in her eyes. She rushed to me and not caring about the maestro , she asked me " Are you srihari?" , I nodded with shock. She exclaimed and said , " You stood first in our school?" , i took it casually and said, yes i was told . I could see the respect she had for me at that time. She said , Congratulations. I recieved that with smile.
My maestro has no meaning for that , he hurried me to get the things done. I have completed my work at 7:00 PM , and headed to home. I saw usha rani there just waiting out side of her Gate. I noticed that she was waiting for some to come , after my exit from the door , she followed me and said , Hi. I was a bit amazed to see that she is waiting for me outside. I said, Hello. She asked me " Have you done with your job ?"
I said, thats why i am leaving now. She asked me " Why are doing these, as you blessed with education ?"
I replied, Well that is fine for my mind, but that can not quench my hunger. She stared at me for some time,i was unable to bear her direct eye contact and downed my head, i was wondering who is she ?. I enquired about the girl with one of my friend , he said , she is the only daughter of the the house owner, which we are building now.
On the fifth day, she was not there in the home for the first half, i was busy as the target day is very much near. I forgot about her and busy with the work. That was a lunch break, i have finished my lunch , which i brought from home in a small can. I was just laid down to give rest to my spine. I head a sweet voice there just beside me and woke up quickly, its usha , she is serving tea to all the workers. She offered one cup to me also, i took it, without lookin at her. May be because i am not dare enough to think about the girl from a rich family. I know i am nothing beyond them. Whenever i was looking at her at glance, i observed that she was aslo looking at me. She is trying to comment me , and she was telling about me to her friends. I felt like , she is interested at me. It sounded so good to me. I was feeling like, i was happy to be.Things went well for 10 days, we were trying to catch other eyes. She was smiling at me , i was catching her smile. I felt like i was in heaven..
On the 11 th day, i met with an incident which made me to reach this position.
................ TO be continued.
That was the summer vocation. As usual i was out for the job, a job of any kind. My mother told me except two things , you do what ever you want for survival. And when i asked what are they , she said " You will know when you are young". I did not even bothered to know what are they. My father doesn't know what a leave is . He kept running all the days around the year. So , i more or less not independent on my parents and wanted to have my own means for my expenses and support my parents financially. So started working at farms and paddy lands, for constructions as well. In general there is a season for work in paddy lands, but after that i should follow for constructions. And as usual , after paddy season, i went to my contractor for my job in construction. It was like other day in my regular summer calender, i went to the contractor and asked for the job , i need to do for that day. He sent me with a maestro and i am his assistant for that day. That was a huge building and half of the part is done, only seiling and slabbing is pending. I was asked to praprare the material for the slabbing. I am on the job, i was mixing them outside the building. I was thinking something in my mind and felt like its raining all of a sudden. I raised my head up by closing my eyes with my arms, there i saw my a girl just watering the terrace of the building, i saw there with anger, and she showed the sorriness in her eyes , and ran down and walked in to the other house. I just relaxed and kept busy my self in the mixing of the material. That was the fourth day on the work, and SSC results were annouced , i stood in the first place of my school. The people who knew me there wished me , i am on the job that day. I came a bit late in the morning , i was afraid . Because my maestro is a bit rude to me. In his part i am another guy who should obey his words and do whateve he say. He stopped me there and scolding me for my late arrival. All of a sudden the door was pushed and i saw the same lady there, now she is with surprise in her eyes. She rushed to me and not caring about the maestro , she asked me " Are you srihari?" , I nodded with shock. She exclaimed and said , " You stood first in our school?" , i took it casually and said, yes i was told . I could see the respect she had for me at that time. She said , Congratulations. I recieved that with smile.
My maestro has no meaning for that , he hurried me to get the things done. I have completed my work at 7:00 PM , and headed to home. I saw usha rani there just waiting out side of her Gate. I noticed that she was waiting for some to come , after my exit from the door , she followed me and said , Hi. I was a bit amazed to see that she is waiting for me outside. I said, Hello. She asked me " Have you done with your job ?"
I said, thats why i am leaving now. She asked me " Why are doing these, as you blessed with education ?"
I replied, Well that is fine for my mind, but that can not quench my hunger. She stared at me for some time,i was unable to bear her direct eye contact and downed my head, i was wondering who is she ?. I enquired about the girl with one of my friend , he said , she is the only daughter of the the house owner, which we are building now.
On the fifth day, she was not there in the home for the first half, i was busy as the target day is very much near. I forgot about her and busy with the work. That was a lunch break, i have finished my lunch , which i brought from home in a small can. I was just laid down to give rest to my spine. I head a sweet voice there just beside me and woke up quickly, its usha , she is serving tea to all the workers. She offered one cup to me also, i took it, without lookin at her. May be because i am not dare enough to think about the girl from a rich family. I know i am nothing beyond them. Whenever i was looking at her at glance, i observed that she was aslo looking at me. She is trying to comment me , and she was telling about me to her friends. I felt like , she is interested at me. It sounded so good to me. I was feeling like, i was happy to be.Things went well for 10 days, we were trying to catch other eyes. She was smiling at me , i was catching her smile. I felt like i was in heaven..
On the 11 th day, i met with an incident which made me to reach this position.
................ TO be continued.
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